She told me to basically binge really hard for two days and then I was put on a diet plan. She obviously didn't tell me to binge she said it with more lightly language. So I binged really hard and the I took the diet supplements and ate only eggs and salad. So I lost like 14 kg.

Idk, but I feel like it's probably internalized fatphobia. For me it was more like "oh the bigger you are the more unhealthy you are". But I was around 9 when my ed kicked in so my brain was obviously not that developed. But yeah, I really don't know.

Its probably w0nyoung from ive. Because it's just something about how her legs and arms are so thin and she looks so good in any clothing.

Yessss, I definitely now have more anxiety about food.

If I feel really depressed and like my life is over, I usually then try to lock myself in my room and not eat for as long as possible and sometimes I end up binging because of that and then that just makes me more depressed.

Oof I have a lof insecurities about my personality. I hate that I can be really loud, I hate that I sometimes laugh a lot about somethings, I hate that I'm really introverted around new people, I hate that I'm not able to express my emotions in ways I want to, I hate that I don't

Approach people more often, I hate that I make awkward jokes.

Yesss I really love my close friends, but I feel like I don't express it enough. They are so thoughtful, kind and funny. And I always try to do things that'll make them recognize my appreciation for them. But I'm not the best with expressing emotions but I reallllyyy do love them

My friends always encourage me to eat, they invite me to eat with them and they always ask me if I want something to eat from the store. So they have made me more comfortable with eating. They have helped me with getting a more positive look on food.

I became obsessed with working out and eating healthy to a point of if I didn't get my workout in by a specific time of the day, I would cry and start to workout 2× more than I planned to do. And then that just started to spiral out of control.

Yes, and that is all because of dance. Dancing is my life, I love dancing soooo much. And I have noticed that when I restrict I can't dance as good and I don't have enough energy to give my best. I also get injured more often when I restrict. And I mainly dance Hip-hop and I

Really want to dance for many hours a day and go to my friends in the streetdance community and be a part of a battle. But I can't become better and do that if I almost faint everytime I dance.

I don't really have friends that are overweight/obese but I definitely wouldn't be embarrassed. I mean it's their life they can do whatever they want with it. It has nothing to do with me.

People encouraging others to not reach out for help when they really feel like they need and the fetishization of asian people. And not recognizing and acknowledging other types of ed's that aren't ana and mia.

Guess what? I'm having a test in two weeks about energy and calories. Feel like I'm going to do well.

Yass

I'm in my productive, waking up at 4 am, healthy, study girl era. And I am slaying it

Good morning <3

My mom told me to not wear makeup because then I would be raped........