if not this, then better if not this, then better if not this, then better

there was not one that i could call so i called upon God

it hurts because you’re paying attention

“You don’t understand now what I am doing, but someday you will.” John 13:7

i asked God to break my heart for what breaks His and then i was abandoned, betrayed, and considered last

i’m like a salesperson for love but my groundbreaking script and method of conversion is the truth

evenings in the garden but it’s the garden of Gethsemane and i’m asking God to spare me but surrendering to His will regardless >>>

true perseverance isn’t just the ability to bear the pain until the end but turning that pain into glory

the quest for light and warmth is accompanied by attacks with every step you take (i went outside to get sun and got bit by mosquitos on my feet)

only when i humble myself before God am i lifted up high

to be strong, yet gentle and kind … that is the aim

i asked to be closer to Him and i started hurting

vengeance is not mine to pay, but His wrath is my enemies to keep

God

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