i relate to this on a spiritual level

mum is trying to force me into recovery bitch please leave me alone i'm trying to starve myself here #edtwt

i am at a point where i don't know if i'm fat or if it's my ed telling me that send help #edtwt

uh yeah i've been really inactive i've also been to a million doctors and i want to die 🥰

lowkey feel like i'm on a surge before i kms 😃 #edtwt

somehow i'm maintaining even tho i'm in "recovery" and i've never been more thankful in my life but still i hate this 😃🔫#edtwt

hey guys i'm alive lolz um yeah i'm going back down the rabbit hole of ed lifestyle and i'm not mad abt it

i just cut myself for the first time in 4.5 months what the hell was i thinking oh my god

guys help what do i use as weights for the scales #edtwt

does anyone have an april calorie tracker i can use thankyou!! #edtwt

this is amazing

telling my irls ab my ed is such a good motivator for no reason what's up w that

someone pls explain how i'm losing weight but i'm eating 2000+ cals per day cuz i'm in forced recovery what