AND ON TOP OF EVERYTHING ELSE IM FUCKING FAT !!!!!!

i think october will fix me

i don’t even trying to been mean or whatever… but this is one of the scariest situations you can encounter, horror movie material

oh theyre eating her alive i fear

deliberately not buying any groceries so I can restrct whatever I have at home now is all I can eat until the weekend

need to start thinking about alternative halloween costumes if I don't reach my goal and/or not like the way I look in october hmm

just learned about the “80s Hong Kong pre-wedding” photography style that’s supposed to emphasize the authenticity and rawness of marriage. i’m kinda obsessed with this

this pinched something in me..

4 day weekend ahead need to distract myself with anything and everything. cleaning, decluttering, taking walks, playing sims, journaling, etc!! not to sound dramatic but the trajectory of my progress for the rest of the year will be determined by how I spend this weekend

spent $15 on a smoothie and hated it

up at 2am, swiping through insta stories comparing my body to everyone I follow

ugh he has my whole heart i want to be as thin as him one day 😔