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💜 This! No contact for years 💜 #sexualabuse #neglect #factitiousdisorderbyproxy #physicalabuse #emotionalabuse #survivorwarrior #mothersabusetoo

💜I was terrified of that look from mum, wait till you get home! She was best mum outside.She scaled me when 6 with kettle2nd 3rd degree burns on arms stomach she became my rescuer bought me a doll, kept her secret.she got so much attention from drs & dad.Her abuse continued 💜

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💜 Feel this today! My brain is foggy Trying to delete a Fitbit device to add another today, my undiagnosed ADHD will not let me follow instructions, it’s so frustrating! Or is it cPTSD putting me in freeze mode? Or dissociation? Or autism? Or MS? Or lack of sleep? 💜

💜 Not so much these days for me, but goodness I did battle with people pleasing for a long time, along with rescuing too! I’m too kind and people do see this as being a pushover. 💜

💜 In the early stages of healing the world was so loud! My startle response was mega, my nervous system was on overdrive. I’d have panic attacks, intrusive memories & flashbacks altogether. It was exhausting physically and emotionally. So I avoided going out and people! 💜

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💜 I know I did, but I didn’t have a choice I was just a kid! I was 15 when I got out. 💜

💜 #Gaslighting 💜

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