Sometimes as an adult you have to decide “this is the last time these people are gonna make me feel this way” & stand on it. Rather that be family, a relationship or a friendship.
Your high school friends that have cut contact with everyone and that are now winning at life peacefully and quietly do not want to be searched for or found. Trust me.
Late night vulnerable thought:
I used to think there was something wrong with me when a friendship wouldn’t last & then I realised there is something fundamentally wrong in how ppl treat friends these days. Ppl cut off each other for the most selfish reasons, communication -