Love this song and it's deep and meaningful for me. Life can be a pile of 💩 music.youtube.com/watch?v=JCaUq0…

So here I am tonight in purrfect company. I wish the pain would piss off, but at least I have my fur family. Shannon absolutely LOVES the heat pad and is always on it. ❤️

Being a Type 2 Diabetic, this is probably not the best purchase I've ever made, but quite honestly, what with extremely intense Fibromyalgia pain, I'm past giving a fuck right now.

This is painful. I had my telephone counselling today and she hit on something, that my cycle of abusive relationships goes back to childhood and inside me is that little child who has just wanted to be loved. I now realise how damaged I am. Old, lonely and pained.

Does Christmas highlight a sickness that dwells in so many people, greed. The shops close for ONE day and people buy so much food that is later collected by the binmen. What a waste and how unfair on others.

The battle of the bean field, an example of how the law is not always right. You may have the power, but that didn't give you the right!!! Never has an apology been made, to the best of my knowledge to peace loving citizens living an alternative life. youtu.be/6LHizyCtakw

If I hadn't have got sick, a life on the road would seem so attractive. However, such people tend to be treated as pariahs. We are not free, our live's in many respect are controlled by the establishment. youtu.be/ASXg-9O0s9w

Another crap Christmas ahead after another crap, nonexistent Birthday. On the brink of throwing the towel in. Forgive me if I'm feeling a tad pissed off. Gonna be quiet for a while.

All we can do in life is our best. Any failings thereafter are beyond our control, at least we can live with ourselves.

Something to prove that I occasionally do in fact smile and am not always a miserable bastard. 🙂

Anyone honest enough to admit they've been on this bus? 😂🤣😂

Tonight I may dance with the devil and get 'pissed' as only a Type 2 Diabetic can and drink a few cans of Rubicon (soft drink) to entice Hyperglycemia, which as I've experienced, if done with care, can be quite an enjoyable experience. youtu.be/TMETa77dUrg

One of the most accessible and liberating keys to freedom is called 'feck it' and tonight, albeit temporarily, I have them in my hands, whilst everso slowly, the cans of Rubicon enter into my bloodstream. It's been long awaited, but for one night, I dance with the Devil.

If you have to moderate your honesty in order to maintain friendships with people you want in your life, those people have no right to be there. Be kind and open the door for them to leave.

A beautiful body is wonderful, but a beautiful mind is simply orgasmic!!

Friends, please bare with me. Seems most of last year has 'followed through' into this one. Just as welcomed as the 'follow through' that comes with a fart and has you rushing to the loo. 💩

It's been an age since I posted on here. Things have worsened for me, but good things have happened, too. My PIP review was finally completed, without having a face-to-face assessment, and two weeks ago, I bought myself this over three years after being advised to get one. 🙃🙂

As well as getting a new scooter, that can take up to 4 or 5 weeks to be delivered, I've got a new scar. I'm falling more, this is a reminder of that. I'll try and come back on here more, I miss many of you, I've allowed my health 2 get the better of me, that needs to change. 🙏