guys i found the BEST solution for itchy scars

my sugar is dropping, we have no fucking food in the house, i have NO money right now due to bills, and my mother can’t go get me something for under $5 so i’m just laying here in like the 60’s and no one cares (: sorry but am i overreacting???? like, is this bullshit or ?????

me dodging sh urges

i had 3 cold chicken nuggets from McDonalds for breakfast 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

bro i wanna relapse so fucking bad tonight. urges on a scale are like 9.8/10 :’)

smiling (:

45 days clean (:

i’m so tired

50 days clean today <3

i can’t believe how controlled i’ve kept my self harm. i’m so happy about that.

having urges again. honestly just wanna km$ at this point.

i’m almost 70 days clean. what the fyck

i so do not miss healing and taking care of my w0unds. but the itching they’ve caused during healing… holy fuck.

sorry i’m so absent on this account! i’m still active, i just don’t feel the need to post much as i’m honestly doing a great job with recovery ❤️‍🩹

im so beyond lonely but can't maintain relationships w anyone these days

had a death in the family. not doing so good today. went to the funeral yesterday and i think im just going with it.

my scars hurts so bad. every time i stand up for longer than like 15 minutes, they start to itch and burn so badly i could take a wire brush to them.

82 days clean. <3 itchy as fuck but they’re healed, & lotion helps. i’m so happy to be clean. (: i’m so proud to be doing better.

i hope you’re all doing okay. <3