Yo fuck the healthcare system. I'm literally just trying to find out if I have fucking cancer, and it's been one bullshit thing after another.

Turns out it is cancer. So that's cool.

No one ever looks at my Twitter so I figure this is safe here. Port installed. Chemo starts Thursday. Life is strange man.

So turns out, chemo kinda sucks. Who knew.

I didn't know you could be constipated and have diarrhea at the same time. Now I do. 0/10

Welp, as of today the hair has started to go. If it all goes, at least it's a fresh reset? Idk. When this is all over you better be ready for the start of a fucking radical mullet.

Booooooy I'll tell you. This shit is hard.

It's nuts that it's been three and a half months already. Chemo makes time to whack

They don't warn you about the severity of the mental health struggle with chemo. I wish I had been better prepared.

Coming to the realization that this whole cancer thing has changed me so much really sucks. Like how do I get a job again? What can I even do? What do I do? Do I even like anything? Shit man.

I only have 3 treatments left, but I actually want to quit. This time around has been absolutely brutal and I genuinely don't want to do this anymore. Honestly, cancer fucking sucks.

Two of my best friends from the army days found the shirts I wear to the chemo clinic every week, and now wear them on Thursdays. They sent me pictures today and I cried like a baby.

Had my last chemo yesterday. I'm one scan away from being cancer free. I'd be a lot more hype if my HOA didn't feel the need to be dicks and hit me with a lawn violation because "they don't like how my grass is cut". Fucking bitches

Went to my HS reunion tonight. Crazy to say it was probably the worst experience of this year considering cancer is also on the list.

Life is so fucking cruel. I just can't stop crying. I wish you knew how much we miss you.

I've been at a standstill making music because I think I'm worried I won't ever live up to my last album. I'm so proud of that one. Even though like 8 people listened to it lmao 😭