everyday that im alive without any female friendships i want to die

im so junkorexic lately like my body is made up of 90% fried food atp

i think i got a small blowout on my ear 😭😭 my gauge literally got stuck inside my earlobe i had to pull that shit out and it was so painful

lost 2.5kg this month so far im honestly just #relieved im not stuck in my binge cycle anymore cause fuck…but pretty sure im in the 130s rn so yayy :p

accidentally sent my sister a pic with my geek bar in frame ummm

i fell a few days ago got a ugly bruise🩹 but Hai

gonna start going to sleep at 12 pm and waking up in the middle of the night again to punish myself for binging 🩷🩷🩷 forcing myself this way to lock in

BINGE BLOAT VERY PAINFUL! i wanna rip my hair out

i had a full sugar soda yesterday for the first time since last year and oh my god i could literally feel the gas forming in my stomach it hurted

HATEE how i have to wait like 3-4 days to purge again because my gag reflex literally disappears afterwards and i dont wanna tear my fucking throat up trying to do it i hate my life i hate this world

mama bought me these :p idk which to try first

actually had under 700 cals yesterday?!?

public service announcement DO NOT huy wild berry sweet roll Please god.

hi guys im finally in 130s after 3 months of maintaining 🤞

i feel renewed…. time to change my layout

lately my diet has been strictly pb&js with some form of protein and i am very satisfied and content with this … oh pb&j how i love u

so glad to announce that i quit a few weeks ago ,, no longer a part-time bedrotter but a full-time one

i refuse to believe his wl is real just so i can make my fatass feel better

why do i wanna binge on fucking eggs rn

i feel like im slowly making my way to semi-recov but at the same time i keep purging …