I try not to see you whenever you’re there I just don’t know why that is but I wanna see you too but I shouldn’t because it’s not good I guess and the more I see you the more I’ll think about you I guess so I don’t want to but I want to..

I’m in a constant conflict with myself over you but I’m sorry that I’ve got these feelings towards you I know it’s wrong but idk what to do yeah I know there are many other people out there but there’s No one else like you you’re just you there can never be anyone like yououtther

I’ll keep on loving and hating myself and will do the same for you I wanna hate you so much that you get outta my mind I wanna know so much about you that I lose my interest about you and forget about you but idk even if I’ve tried it, didn’t work idk what else to do..

I know you won’t ever see this which makes it easy for me to write all this no one would read it either everyone’s busy in their life who’s got the time no one

But yeah my bad that I’ve got feelings for you I wanna get rid of it hope so it comes true someday but until then I’ll continue writing my journal that you suggested me thank you I love writing and yeah it’s great and yeah sorry..

I just don’t want any trouble that’s all there’s no point in taking risks like this cuz it’ll involve others too if it’s between us I don’t mind but yeah I’m not scared or anything I don’t want to involve others that’s just my way they got nothing to do with this

Sure they’re connected to me but they’re different individuals and I’m one different and yeah so hope you understand

Anyways it’s not like you gonna magically open and read all these tweets lmfao even if you do by some chance forgive me I’m a terrible individual

Later.

My chest feels lighter woh

I wanted to sleep but I couldn’t tried an hour and I was just thinking about the past and it was mostly about you but then about other things too

Well ain’t no way that I can just die now and go back to my past such things don’t happen or I just don’t want to believe it but anyways I guess it’s better if I starting shaping my future then thinking about what right I could’ve done in my past

So I couldn’t sleep so I’ll get to work right now maybe I’ll make a better future I know I got no chance with you and it’s better if I believe that and stay away that way maybe I can make a good future I guess yeahh

Idk I’m abnormal I guess I wish I just stop thinking about you sorry

You’re cute

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